but over idiot pigeon splattered
on the plane turbine
i chose aerodynamics;
what's a rule-thatched roof
against your cannonfire.
so the name was re-written,
re-painted, scraped-off sanctity,
new grit applied with
sprinkles of the old perfume (familiarity.)
it hurt at first but
now i'm more like a missile
i will play by the war rules seems like
you're the exception to everything.
Try to walk but somethings in the way
try to run but I'm just locked away
today has gone so swiftly again
no one has seen me
Locked away inside of me was a big mistake you see
I've been searching for an escape
trying to fix my mistakes from my flaw full life
I'll be trapped inside this cage for my whole life begging to be free
I just want to say what I mean
A place where it's lonely and no one ever goes
dreaming is so simple for an empty minded girl
all my life wanted to be free from these unspoken words
just maybe whisper but someday you'll see
I will grow stronger
then I might be free
I will say what I have to say to pro
Ugh worried about February. Not sure why but I am just panicked. But at least the walking would be on.... Ugh that's bad the walking dead doesn't even calm me down.
So hey guys who read this have a great holidays. I get to see family today. Ugh I have to dress up though. Well it's just a nice shirt and some jeans that don't have holes in them. Well that's it guys. Oh also I actulley cooked something for the holidays. I made cookies a couple days ago (my family already ate them) and I made some pizza balls. Without failing :D well have a llama :llama: here you go guys :D